Unsent Text Messages - Page 80

You're selling things to pay for your legal bills: my things, your late wife's things, anything you can force your new supply to sell. You're going to jail. I cannot wait for your trial and regret that I won't be able to attend to watch it in person. This is what consequences look like, you bloated narcissistic…

If you hate me and never want to give me closure for crossing a boundary and hurting you, I get it. I just want to apologize for how I handled our relationship.

I regret not facing my avoidance head-on to flesh my ambiguous feelings towards you with my therapist, because I didn’t feel “the spark”.

I regret taking my…

I love you

That's that

You know now

Can we just figure out what to do next

You could have had this life years ago. You could have gotten your puppy, enjoyed your life, and made your choices without pulling me back into this cycle over and over again. The only reason and I mean only reason you ever returned was because you didn’t have a consistent source of sustenance because you kept burning…

Mmh I think [number removed] KAGILLION Whyyy r being dryyyyyy ughhhhhhh

No you dont act like a libra, libras are supposed to be charming. Stay safe out there. Be good, dont do anything I wouldnt do.

At one of my parks. If not than the end is very near . I will love you and good luck . We won’t ever speak again after the end has come. So you can figure it out let me know some how

Finally realize that you don’t think about me when you don’t see me. Honestly. That’s worse than telling me “we need to hang out”, when I ask if you want to get a beer. You don’t think about me if we’re not at work, even when you say “it’s not the right time.” That sounds like there will be a right time. Brother it is…

How you been? I miss you still. It’s been a month since you blocked me. And I still think of you quite often. “She choose that other girl , she lost her chance” remember when you said that to me? It’s funny kuz you did the same damn thing.

You know I think not giving me an actual chance was foolish. Yes I understand…

I feel silly that I allowed myself to start catching feelings for you. Which makes what happened yesterday feel so unsettling.

I'm not insecure, I don't need you to tell me how pretty I am or to build me up. I am a fully formed human, I know I'm pretty, I know I'm an amazing catch. But for you to tell me I was being…

My world revolves around you. My planets orbit you like Saturn’s rings. They orbit you like the sun.

You are all around my life. I walk into Walmart and I remember your scent even though I don’t know what you smell like.

I play the games we used to play together. I play them with others and it doesn’t bring half the joy…

Your name might be a bird but you aint no dove, everytime you come over, we be making love, she got me addicted to crisco (nothing rhymes with crisco)

I was searching for something in my phone and came across this..

I wasn't stuck long enough for you to start calling me "buttercup." Time to breathe with an expiration date. Now to find a way to run while you're held back. I'll never know just what the **** your yellow goal was. You probably don't either, Guy.

The most amazing most surprising show of love... So unexpected. Thank you so much! I am loved.

It's relatable right now because today I realised that I am starting to have feelings for you and I know you don't feel the same because you said feel a vibe with someone else. I wish I was laying in your bed being held by you or holding you right now like lasj night . I miss you.

I pray you are happy and this is what u wanted. It hurts deeply but god don’t make no mistakes. You still the same man who has and never will change I pray we both find peace joy love and happiness. I wish you well and I hope u continue to be a father to your children properly and treat the next women with RESPECT…

**** you! This time sober 🖕

I spent all day trying to hype myself up to message you. It's now too late. It'll feel more serious than I want it to. That said "You're air and I'm suffocating" probably sounds pretty serious.

I'm not sure how I've coped with so many days and nights of desperately wanting to reach out, just to break the suffocating silence.

You ****** up my heart, my nervous system and burned my entire life to the ground, for what?

It's been 6 months and you're still living in my head rent free. GTFO.

It terrifies me to think…

Why are you so hard to reach?

Why is it so easy to get you to laugh, but so difficult to get you to talk about what matters?

Why can we spend hours talking about nothing and somehow never arrive at the things I wish I understood?

I've handed you pieces of my heart, and you respond with a joke…

f you, f him, f them, and f you too, you sack of shaved weasels

Moving on hasn’t been easy. I’m not the type of person that can just turn off her feelings. When I love someone I love them forever. Yet, that love can change to something duller. It won’t be as bright as it used to be. I’d be lying to myself if I said I didn’t miss you, but I can’t stay in love with someone who never…

I don’t think I could ever love again, I don’t have any love to give anymore.

I miss your cute smile, your face, and the feeling I get when our eyes meet. I remember that feeling I never want it to go away. Like the world stopped watching and it was just us two

What I am to you.= Nothing

Why do I keep thinking you want anything other knowing I'm here waiting for you?

It’s not…just wanna be next to you girl, but I ran from you like an idiot.

I can't stop thinking about you

I know it's been a while since we last truly spoke to each other, we're practically strangers again, but I can't stop thinking about you.

I know you're happy now, you've got a new partner and I'm still with mine, but I can't stop thinking about it. Not in a romantic sense, but a general…

That I’m off having a ******* blast without you. But I’m not. I’m suffering too. This is a loss for me too and you know how big my feelings are.

I dreamt of you last night.

Just you and me talking to one another in a park at sunset. It was peaceful. Intimate.

I miss how things were in the beginning for us.

You’re on my mind every day. I hope you haven’t forgotten me. I hope you never do…

That soft feeling I had for you is no longer there. Tick tock .

Scanned through all of them to see if something weird was lurking. Just dogshit music taste. You’re either lurking or you aren’t. But if you are, send word through legal channels and give me back my kindle and my ornaments and the rest of my ****. Sheriffs, obviously, but let me remove all of us from your house PLEASE.

I cant believe its already been 5 months. Well i guess its true time flys when you keep yourself occupied.

As much as I hate how things turned out between us, you truly understood me, you knew when something was wrong, you was somebody who I felt I could be 100% open with, I didn’t feel judged, you knew it all.

Here I am thinking of you again. I swear now it's two nights in a row that you appear in my dreams. On one of them we were trying to talk again but it got awkward and I woke up feeling like it was so real. Last night i dreamt of you but we were making fun if each other, jokingly flirting like we used to and being as…

Many times,I think how my friends enjoy and feel safe in their home,rather when someone ask me about this,I don't hesitate at all but 'enjoy' is still a question for me.I couldn't remember when we laughed together.We could spend very rare time with each other and that's is memorable but a lil upsetting too.Like when…

Hey. Figured I would just text you instead of dreaming we're talking again. I literally wake up at 2am every night after dreaming we were either talking or together. It's crazy to me that most of whatever we had was just over the phone. But when we were actually together, 😮‍💨, I don't think I've ever felt that much…

I have realized that I need to complete remove myself from your orbit. I start hoping again when we start talking, flirting, texting. But none of that changes your actions. The long periods of silence and you not making time for me. I can't wait or hope or even talk to you. The only way to not re-live my past pain…

I like posting here about you because it kind of feels like screaming into the void, and that helps a bit, surprisingly. Anyway. My toe hurts a bit and I'm sick again, unsurprisingly. Miss you 😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒 Love you take care etc mwah mwah

I’m sorry I don’t have family money to offer to you.

I’m sorry I don’t have family or familial support to treat you like a King.

I’m sorry I don’t earn 6 six figures.

I’m sorry I am too old for your “have a baby” dream…

I keep asking what I could do to communicate with me or where I can drive to to see you what I can do to make this work. But I see there’s nothing I could do. It’s the problem I hope you and your little family and your life is great wherever you are I’m sorry. Really sorry I won’t ask you to talk to me or communicate…