Unsent Text Messages - Page 72

It’s been beautiful and ugly. It’s been happy and sad. It’s been breathtaking yet horrifying. It’s been so lonely but I’ve been keeping busy. The fact is I’m trying to figure out how I’m not supposed to love you anymore after all the things you have said about me and done to me behind my back. Hundreds of women. Since…

I don't think I'm farther along in life than you (except maybe technically; I am older....sort of).

I think two people can be learning at the same time.

I think the two of us happen to be learning opposite lessons.....which is challenging.

I know how it feels to be pacing around in circles, banging yourself in the head…

I hate you. I love you. I hate you. I love you. We’re the same and you know it. We’re never getting back together but damn I miss you!

It's day 20 without you. I am still hoping, healing and getting ready for you to come back. I am waiting. Please don't take a lot of time to come back.

I miss you

You were right all along. You are a piece of ****.

*** do you want from me? What’s it going to take to end this? I’m beyond exhausted mentally & physically. My struggle to survive in peace increases & feels as though I’m being strangled.

you look at me.

I look at you.

with nothing to say?

isn’t it strange…

you don’t know it and probably won’t find out until much later. curtains are closing on me tomorrow night. wish i could say goodbye

I was never who they said I was. I’m not who they say. In fact, you will never know me now because you chose to believe them instead of discovering me on your own. I’d like to say I can forget but I can’t. I’m not in the business of proving myself. If it’s easier for you to believe in a narrative that keeps you comfy…

This is my last unsent message to you.

I want to love you so much, but you are incapable of being in a relationship right now. You can't handle stress and criticism, no one can rely on you and somehow at the age of 26, you don't understand human empathy. You can't appreciate sacrifice, you demand more than you will…

Why this be sent to an ex with good mornings when your with someone and they are 💞?

You want my blood, my tears, and everything that keeps me breathing, but I am done playing this role for you. I want peace, while all you want is a fight. Why do you only care when I see red, but refuse to appreciate me when I'm yellow

I’m sorry for spiraling and becoming so angry. I said things that I don’t mean. I was hurt by your words and scared. I don’t want it to be like this between us. You bring so much happiness into my world and I can’t see a future without you in it. I feel it deep in my soul that you do love me…I just don’t think you’re…

But I’m not gonna wait for you 😭

made me miss you extra today. I napped in my hammock and daydreamed you were driving by out of curiosity, saw me bundled up, and came over and kissed me full on the mouth.

In another fantasy, you come to me and sweep me into your arms. You kiss all of your love into me and I feel it. I understand, and it is bigger than…

I did it, i actually walked by your place and something let go! For the first time I feel happy and starting to feel free!

I hope you have a good life. I am not sorry for letting you go. You were not good for me, you brought your traumas and had me paying for them, you looked for attention from others, you became the…

I’m still here

I still want you.

Still want us together

Can’t get over you…

I know you wish I would just drop dead and I wish I could now too

Guess ill go **** myself

Maybe after this I can find a nice cliff to yeet myself off

I just want to go home and be alone

Im tired of being given attitude when im trying to help

The least you could have done is talk to me today.

God I been trying for 3 hours just to write down everything you are

No words will ever be enough

I want you , I need. You , I love you

Made me fall in love with you…

I guess you really have to believe all this crazy stuff you say. You have to believe i cheated because otherwise i just didn't want to be with you and actually did everything as correct as i could. I left you because you have a metal breakdown monthly. You only take it out on me. You refuse to get help.

Still waiting for my birthday present

Happy Birthday, sorry I couldn’t say it to you for the last 4 years (including this one), I miss you. I didn’t think that after the first we wouldn’t speak again. I’m sorry for the inconvenience I put in your life by doing what I did. - From, G

Any of this.. to SIR there was no reason to act how you did when I was becoming a parent. Then to carry that for 18 yrs. That's on you not me. I waited. Now as you seen, I have had so many losses. I wanted just this one since 2018. Im not begging and I will not bow down. But there is no logical reason. If anything i…

just give me closure 🙁

I am still sad about this ending. Worst one I have ever had. I still have so many questions...

i wish i could talk to you like how we used to just once more

i miss everything and i just cant get over it

i wish we didnt get into stupid arguments during our last few days

i wish none of it happened…

and if you evert saw this and felt like we oculd potentially make things work, i would be all about it. I"m insgle and don't plan on dating for a while unless its you

forgive you. im glad. so you can’t be to mad. now we’re even and now it’s over. I feel much better about the whole situation. not that I’ll ever forgive you or you me but at least it broke even. now we both don’t want each other. I can go my way and you yours. 8 years is a long time glad I got to experience you but…

It's my favourite colour scheme...because of course it would be 😂

I miss playing it in bed together and getting high. I miss our days out and our walks at night along the water 🚬

I’ve been trying to push this away.

I’m sure my feelings are because we are in close proximity or because my breakup hurt 6 months ago but I’m falling for someone I shouldn’t.

You’re just my coteacher; a girl. Hell I hated you when we met I was really just jealous everyone loved you and you were better at my job than I…

I apologized and I meant it, you reassured me everything was fine. Here we are days later and not a peep from you. This is actually super cruel. I miss you, I always probably will. But if I’m being honest, my patience is wearing thin and the uncertainty is ******* me. I am hanging on as hard as I can, but you’re…

except i miss your stupid ears you stupid ****

I got some terrible news today and the only thing I can think of is that I wish you could be here to help me through it. But I guess a part of growing is learning how to face your problems on your own. I’ve managed to do it for the part year and a half and I’ll manage through this too. It sucks that it is this way but…

I realize that even as I write this,there will never be a future for us,not in the way that I wanted it anyway. As far as I know you're with a new man now and you probably don't even think of me. You told me that it was purely platonic after a year together and I wish I could have taken some of my choices back,so I…

My Elhers Danlos Syndrome prevents me from continuing to chase you. I don't wanna roll my ankles. You'll have to meet me half way. Hope you understand 🙏🏻

I have no concept of how you feel. I have no idea what you actually think about me as a person. I really don't have any right to judge you for your decisions.

I hope that if things play out and you aren't happy down the road that we are in a place that we can talk comfortably with one another. I still have love for…

I might be too strung out on compliments

********* on confidence

Started not to give a f— and stopped fearing the consequence

You broke not only my heart but also my spirit. I loved you more than words, and you left. Looking back, i had to beg you to care about me the whole time. I begged you to say you care, i begged you to tell your parents about me, i begged you to tell me you loved me…. I would’ve begged for the rest of my life. You…