Unsent Text Messages - Page 78

Do right by you and yours, and drop it.

I never needed you to save me. You are a God and I am but a mere sinful priest. When you ignore me, I feel as if I have been convicted to hell. When you speak to me I feel as if I am in the heavens on roads of gold. My God, do you understand how I worship you? How i'd do anything you asked? How id let you destroy me…

My brother asks me if were talking again yet

I do not know what to tell him

How do i look at him and say ive tried

Ive begged you and bothered you…

How you already moved on. It’s been not even a week. You never posted me. You blocked me and posted her. You never complimented me, but I’m sure you compliment her. Was i just convenient like everyone said? Was i really just that easy? How could something so real be so fake? All these rhetorical questions run through…

There’s a comfort in that little dot even if you aren’t with me. Knowing you are ok in at least some way.

Even if my dot stays blue and never turns red watching your green dot brings me comfort. When I lay here and I can’t sleep.

I’ve been strong. Maybe too strong. Because I know if I sit and think about how badly you’ve ****** me over I just might snap. People closest to me always say how much they admire me for going thru so much in my life and always being able to pull myself out. This time I’m not gonna lie, it feels like I can’t. My soul…

It's been a year. My algorithm has been cleansed from anything involving aviation. But I opened my social media yesterday and yung bumungad sa'kin was that emergency landing incident from Pampanga. I already deleted my account that has the slightest connection to you—kasi alam naman nating di ka na babalik after…

Made my jaw ache. Told me I need to do better and said you won’t return the favor. You are a bum.

Hi my little Fleur, it's me again, I want to send you so many messages right now, I want us back but I can't.

I don't know who I am and I don't even know where I am heading in life right now.

Ever since I left you, I've been dedicated to sports and my work and it's going well, but I feel empty. I don't know if you want…

You're something else and you're really lovely underneath it all. You really are.

I'm really sorry you don't feel that way.

I truly hope that you will soon. 🩵🤍

Hi. It would’ve been 4 years on 29th of this month. We are definitely over this and so much better now on our own but every time someone ***** up I think of you. I think of how you’d try to fix, what you would’ve done. Sometimes I think of how you’d always handle everything so well. I always made sure I was busy…

I wish we could start again, again. I wish we could both lay it all out, our expectations, the hurt we caused each other, take real accountability and just move forward. I miss my person. I’ve decided I don’t want anyone else. Yes, I’m lonely. But I’m not trying to fill any void, or with some random person, or “move…

hi.

drink some coffee, sing the songs on your morning drive, and stay focused.

have a good day.

Why did you bother to reach out? just to blow me off, told me you were free over the weekend and I said ok I was around. Why did you just completely blow me off? You didn’t have to reach out to me at all if you didn’t want to see me. Why are you always so rude?

For anyone out there who has the ability to give someone closure, then please do it. A small conversation can save a long time of pain, or something even worse than the feeling of pain, being left with not knowing how to feel. Be apart of making this world a better place

Will you be attending friendsgiving this year?

I’ve been thinking about you since I first met you. I’ve never been inlove with anyone else and I realize now it’s because I’ve been inlove with you my entire life. I heard your voice that day and I knew I’ve been searching for you. I knew I’ve been living just to meet you. Just to be with you. Imagine a broken doll…

I made a vow to love you forever and always, and I meant every single word. Even now, giving you this divorce is the hardest thing I’ve ever done, but I’m doing it as my final act of love for you. Choosing to let you go doesn’t mean my love stopped, it just means I love you enough to honor your path, even if it means…

A doesn't want you. He wants me. You can continue to try and try and try but at the end of the day, A begs to hold me close at night. He pleads for me to stay in his life. He gets upset whenever I leave his place. So S, keep trying. But that boy can't live without me.

Kisses, J

Seriously, what is wrong with you? Am I really worth so little that you just dump me like that? Did you just want to practice with me to gain some experience for your next girlfriend? I am so ******* lonely. I try to make friends, but it never works out. Please tell me what I’m doing wrong. Tell me what exactly is so…

hi.

hope you’re doing okay.

I think about you every day.

Xoxo

That usually means you're either on vacation, or something bad has happened. This isn't the time of year you go on vacation, and I'm worried. I have an idea of what might have happened, and I want to support you but I can't. I think it might make it worse for both of us. I love you, and I miss you.

Hello! Is this X? We brifely met a few months ago. You were so friendly, shook my hand and had a wonderful smile. It seemed like we had a lot in common, and it was so easy to talk to you, which is very rare for me. I wanted to ask for your number, but I got busy with the other person at work. You left, on your way out…

Hope your day is a good one :)

I’m gonna say something to you two and I need you both to just accept that I’m finally choosing my happiness over ******* offending you or anyone else

If you both actually love me and want me to be happy in life then you’ll accept this and not give me any of the **** I’m expecting to come from this

Also don’t mention a…

well, that's what you've always said to me.

so, i return that to you: you asked for it when your "sister" (who is totes trying to get knocked up btw) shared my private pictures with you... that i certainly didn't send to her... does it feel weird to have your pictures used without permission?

well, you asked for it.

today i went to the park across from one of my childhood homes with my friend and it wasn't my childhood trauma causing tears to well up in my eyes .. it wasn't the memory of satan speaking to me directly in that house.. it wasn't all the people I've lost and gained.. or even the passage of time itself which you know…

Why can you just tell me what you want?

I’m so tired of these games and mazes. I ******* am.

I told you so many ******* times I don’t get it. I’m dense. I can’t decode it. If you just told me there was a video at a specific time tonight I would have joined.

Is this always going to be our relationship? Codes and fake…

I wish we could have runaway together but now I must go on my own. Leave everything I know once I can. Even you unfortunately

You want to run around and say im on meth because I believe whatever stupid thing was said on here? You know, because it was said on here? You do that..

You want the truth?

Ive offered to have a conversation with you multiple times.

Youre clueless…

So it turns out; The nicknames we had for one another were accurate because you would attack me for no reason whatsoever and I would migrate away.

I don’t regret my decision to flee. You were belligerent and I was too easy of a target. 🪿

Woke up and once again jumped straight into this thread. Trying to process, trying to ruminate in some fictitious world.

The truth is, we didn’t work out. The truth is I had this constant feeling that you didn’t prioritize me correctly. The truth is that I communicated this to you and you still weren’t able to change…

I never really told you this straightforward, but I liked you. I probably still do, but I avoided it, pushed you away. The truth is I never intended for us to be anything more than friends. You're younger than me and I'm a single mom so I just immediately assumed that was not ever going to be a thing. Secondly, I also…

I know we aren't exclusive yet . But I don't trust easily and you have been keeping bits and pieces from me and you know I know! It's not right we made a plan. An agreement to take it slow but no secrets 😔. I don't it will work because I now don't trust you. If I did I wouldn't feel the need to look through it. I…

You think all the chaos you caused and continue to would keep me intrested. But you mistook who you were playing with. I was raised in that chaos. Litterally all you've done is hurt me and bore me to tears. Thats right I find your game boring. My reasons for playing your game back at you were for different reasons…

You’re a lil ***** fr. All you did was lie and all I wanted was an apology. You want me to apologize for going through your phone? Only because I caught you talking to other girls. You have the audacity to say that I’m manipulating you into talking to me? You approached me and begged to be in a relationship with me. I…

I’m not doing ok. I feel myself slipping away. I guess that’s what I get, what I deserve right? I hope it takes me away because living without you is painful.

Fix this awkwardness between us, but I’m not sure how. Really wish you had confided in me about some things, no matter how deep or embarrassing. Wish I wasn’t so sensitive and able to read people’s vibes, you’ve got a lot going on and are maybe not ready to share the depths of the ******** yet, take your time, I’m not…

Remember back in the day, every time we saw a yellow mustang, the driver was insanely hot?

I haven't paid attention to yellow mustangs in many years. But omw home today, I was next to one and thought of you. And yes, the driver was hot af!

I am still grieving the 90% beautiful thing that we had. You were my best friend and my 24/7 partner. ***** so hard🥲

I freaking hate that idk how to process that other 10%!!!

It makes me think, when you said that the relationship wasn’t all bad. Did you mean that about yourself? That YOU’RE not all bad?

If so… oh my…