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Where did you go? I wish you could know me And I wish I could know you much more sometimes. Willing and able to… Dm me - G

Real Love is when that person know who you are and they still want to be involved

Real Love is when you haven't heard from a person and you haven't seen a person but you pull up to their house or wherever you know where they be at to make sure you see them

Rare love is when no one only that person can change your point…

You betrayed me in a way I couldn’t even conceive. If it had been anyone other than you, I could have handled it better. You destroyed me. Why did it have to be you?

Sometimes I really think about k— myself. Just to make it stop. I would never do it I’m not that weak. But it weighs on me. Today I thought abt h— from the tree at that house. Too many people would miss me. Maybe not that many. Just my family and maybe a few people Ive met a long the way. I’ve wronged everyone I’ve…

I pretended that I couldn’t see You slipping away and looking at me differently

See it’s not that I’m mentally inept as you probably think. I just hoped in the end you’d pick me. As pathetic as that is, it’s different with a kid and though I’d seen that the fairytale may no longer be, he still had stars in his eyes…

Seems like a lot of fighting tonight...

I don't know what to think. I just know that I care about you. Ngl you still confuse me. You won't text me or call. I'm left with no answers, just assumptions. Its maddening. All I can do is be your sunshine. Somehow I feel like that is what you need most. 🌻 🌻

You know what, I hate not talking to you.

That’s no reason to put you down though, I didn’t get a total Ick, but I felt my feelings got hurt, but I can deal with that. It’s my own fault. You’re just living your life, I’m the only reason I have these feelings of admiration for you Darin. You deserve the best, because you’re a good man, with a lot on your…

I should’ve took at face value the first time you said you didn’t love me anymore, the first time you said you hated having me around, and I should’ve believed it when you called me all those names. thanks for teaching me to value myself over a man. I wish you the best baby. bye bye ❤️‍🩹

one moment im sad and next im angry, idk anymore, i think about you all day everyday..

Let’s grab a coffee. Meet in the middle? Maybe London since your sister and some of our friends are there.

I just want to catch up with my friend. You and I are complicated, but we were friends first. I miss our easy conversations and more importantly I miss my friend

It was only the mystery of how the person felt that interested you? Does she actually like me? Did I misread something? However, there was nothing more to them. What you see on the surface is what you get.

Once you realize everything was a manipulation, it's like a light switch. It wasn't even a particularly smart one…

We have gone totally different paths a d have grown so far apart. At this point I'm only ******* ****** by holding on... I need to let you go. Im no longer where you belong

You know what, I finally give up. Looking back, I was anxious the entire time. I was angry for the last half of it. I ended up not listening to myself, but for some reason believing in you.

It didn't matter though, because I cared...

In the end, I got burned; I am not without blame.

I never needed you. I never wanted to…

There's a rare kind of love you stumble into only once in a lifetime...

Someone who feels like home in a world that's constantly shifting. You can talk for hours and never run out of words, or sit in silence and still feel understood. They see your soul, the messy, beautiful, unfiltered parts, and love you even more…

You ever feel homesick for a place that doesn't exist? for a version of yourself you lost? for a time when things felt easier? that nostalgia for something you can't return to is a special kind of sadness, you can't go back and that realization hurts every time.

I don’t expect to receive a gift from you on my birthday. I’d be happy with you just remembering and wishing me it. But then again you’ll remember because everything is gonna remind you. If it didn’t tell you, would you remember or even care?

That you never loved me back. It hurts that I invested so much time, energy, and even money to be met with nothing. You were very clear about not wanting me in the way that I wanted you but damn I loved you fiercely. If you had returned my feelings, I know we would have made it work. I’m relentless in that way. I have…

I’ve learned from my mistakes I made several with you I’m sorry.

But I am grateful for the lessons learned I just tend to procrastinate

You know in seconds you recognize manipulation and gaslighting and falseness. You see things differently when you are no longer emotionally attched. You dont even see or feel the same way about your person. I personally don't know if you can come back from that. I am a true believer once somebody shows you who they…

actually, I want the drama :) and smoke

do your worst! you’ve already made my life hell

and I’m bored of the threats

you won’t do a thing at all, coward…

It's a boring conclusion and I would prefer the fonder memories... even bad ones over a silent goodbye. But life is life, I hope everyone's living it good

I hate that I’m attracted to you. Only because I’m embarrassed because I know you’re not attracted to me. You like my personality. You like my ‘big, beautiful brain’. I know you don’t like the fact that past me couldn’t put the ******* fork down. Past me is finally ******* healed. I hope to god it’s not too late, when…

Think of this. Your person all this time decades or less was never your person. As soon as you established boundaries and wouldn't except bad behavior your version of thr person you loved ceased to exsist. Your person doesn't have you fight for a seat at a table that you have sat at.....

A person that loves you doesn't…

Crawled into my bed and cuddled with me saturday night

I just need you to be a little more understanding and maybe a little less of the no compromises nonsense. I get it, u want me to know i can't control u i guess. I was never trying to. Nor would i want to. I just wanted to make u happy. Even after all this bs thats all i wanted. I never doubted that u loved me. I know…

That the first couple nights i played sleep token all night to help soothe me to bed or that I've cried so hard that eyes grew puffy. Did you know i still have the pictures of you and regret that in my anger, i deleted all the ones i had of me so you could never see my face. Did you know that i did it to my voice…

what you look like

All I remember is a small creature of love and pain

😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔

We started off as friends, and you came into my life when my heart was hurting. You gave me the space and time I needed to heal, never rushing me or expecting anything. I wasn’t looking for anything, but over time, I found myself slowly falling for you… and honestly, I’m nervous to say this, but I love you.

Still taking the baker to Ellis Island? Just wondering. Can’t wait to see the judge.

I have been hurt so many times. So much abuse, so much trauma.

You are so gentle. The way you look at me, talk to me, hold me. The way your voice sounds when you tell me you love me. The way you kiss me. Slowly at first, letting me take the lead. Even the way you touch me.

I’ve never met a man like you. The only problem…

Dear Trevor Ive been thinking about how I would react if/when you came back into my life again. Would I be happy? Would I be sad? Confused? Excited? Would I act like nothing happened! like you didnt throw me away again, like you didnt once again show me what Im worth to you? If Im being honest I dont know how I feel…

held your hand or touched your arm or hugged you in any way.

looking back now, were you just indulging me?

why did you linger outside the door, like you might want it to last a little longer?

or did it bother you, but you thought it was better to just let me…

I love doing missionary positions.. the way I can keep eye contact with herr.. smiling and playing with her... Laying over her body.. slippery... Holding her hands tight... Kissing her neck.. ears.. cheeks.. while banging her as hard and deep😭

I'm thinking I get a panic attack about my ****** loveife

It's bothering me so long I feel so bad about it and I don't know what to do. I'm trying so hard to find someone or something meaningful, I go out, I'm in a course, I try dating apps, I'm working on myself and it's still just not enough. I don't even get…

Hey, just wanna send you a song and tell you how much I miss you.

When I started to twist the knife you put in me for you.

When I gave you what you want.

When it cost me my life, my everything.

I bet you didnt even think twice...

Every day i spend on here is like a soul sucking vacuum

I see couples fighting and people hating on each other

I wonder if that would be me and you one day

The crazy girl who won't leave you alone and the *******…

I miss you. Or at least the thought of you. I'm sorry I ruined what we had. I'm too jealous and petty of a person, that even the thought of sharing you with another person -- uff, I couldn't bear it at all. I am too attached. That's why I severed our connection. Because I know you don't see me anything more than a…